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[Mar. 16th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
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yeah so i told myself i was going to update this everyday, but i can't do that b/c i will have nothing to write..my day in good ol' roscoe isn't that exciting to have a decent entry...i think i should like update once or twice a week...and let you good people that actually pay attention to this, have something to read.
well today, was farmer brown day in school, which was probably the lamest thing i have everrrrr encountered...people dressed up like a farmer, shit we could of just took a feild trip to downsville and saw that..it was stupid, i think...but i think a couple people had fun and got some good laughs...tomorrow is jersey day, which is stupid too...but friday...i get to look like a smurf...since our class color is blue...The Blue Waves...represent, beotch..i was in flordia when they picked that color and name at the class meeting so i dont want anybody commenting on how that is stupid or lame, cause i will rip your throat out and beat you with it if you do..get it, got it, good!!
well darn..what shall i write about noww...see this once a day thing is really hard...its not like jerking your chicken...you can do that everyday without a problem, but writing a journal on the other hand is tough.
i think this is all i have to say or tell you so peace out. A-town, down!
<3
tylerrr |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|03:20 am] |
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this is mega weird...i havent posted in a really long time..but i think i might start posting...cause im cool like that...everyone changed to myspace and shit...im not gunna lie, im one of them lameasses. But, i think im gunna start writing in this thing...i just gotta get away from myspace..since i am a big myspace whore...if you are reading this...you probably are to..
so what's new you ask?
ha well...a lot of shit has happened since the last time i have had posted...its weird..i could never explain everything that happened...but i will give you the climaxes...woo hoo for climaxes!..i think i just hit my climax by just saying that 2 times.
alright well...i started this thing..and when i say thing, you know what i mean..and that went on for a lil bit...we hung out a few times..a few weird things went on though that kind of bothered me...but it was a weird bother...not just a bother, where you get jealous or just mad about...it was just weird and to hard to explain...but anyways...after a few weeks...that ended..well it didnt just end, i ended it. for what reason...im not to sure...i know im fucked up, and i know i fuck up a lot of things..and i hate it extremely...i always find a way to fuck something that is going good for myself up..hopefully the next thing that comes along i dont fuck up..
nothing else is really new.
i think im gunna go listen to some music and try to go to bed...
keep checking back, cause i plan on posted a lot more.
note to self: STOP lying.
<3
-tylerrr |
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[May. 27th, 2004|05:44 pm] |
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| | taking back sunday-bonus moshpit. | ] |
yeah.
well roscoe is stupid...and so are all of the people in it, with the exceptions of a couple people...probably like a total of 4.
so things are going good and then bang everything sucks...thats roscoe for you...people should mind there business, stop talking shit and reminding people of the past...its over and done with...whether it was bad or good...its over...and stay out of my business and let me be happy.
ugh. this town blows!
yeah i am in love and i am happy...but the people in this town make it shitty...but i don't care and don't want to it's the other "one" that cares about all that. :\
<3
ebay.
-Tyler- |
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[May. 18th, 2004|04:47 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
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| | senses fail- cute when you scream | ] |
yeah another quiz.
Abortion?: pro choice
Death Penalty?: if they kill someone...they should be killed the SAME way.
Prostitution?: against. selling yourself isn't cool.
Alcohol?: <- rocks my world.
Marijuana?: should be legalized.
Other drugs?: against.
Gay marriage?: you love who you love. you cant really help it.
Illegal immigrants?: is okay, because they just want to get out of their horrible conditions and make a life for themselves, which is what america prides itself in letting people do.
Smoking?: against...very gross.
Drunk driving?: way against...sooo stupid...get a DD.
Cloning?: against, although it would be kind of cool.
Racism?: against.
Premarital sex?: yes.
Religion?: believe what you want to believe...not what a religion tells you to believe.
The war in Iraq?: we should've minded our own business...its stupid..and so is BUSH!
Bush?: i don't like hime...at all!
Downloading music?: it's cool, but not fair.
The legal drinking age?: it doesn't really matter to me...i am still gunna drink.
Porn?: it's interesting...and cool sometimes.
Suicide?: don't like it! |
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[May. 14th, 2004|07:36 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
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| | no music | ] |
yeah i am bored...and i found another quiz thing.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | clowns...well some clowns.
02 | being alone forever.
03 | snakes.
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | kelly.
02 | danielle.
03 | my mom...sometimes
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | kelly.
02 | my mom.
03 | my friends.
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | people that hate me.
02 | being alone.
03 | homophobes.
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | why things are illegal...like drugs.
02 | the world?
03 | drama.
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | a five dollar bill.
02 | like 100 used tissues from my poor runny nose.
03 | a phone.
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | sitting.
02 | typing.
03 | singing.
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | be successful in life
02 | make the ones i love happy.
03 | be happy.
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | write with my right hand
02 | eat?
03 | sleep?
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | yeah.
02 | sure.
03 | uh huh.
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | not blink.
02 | lick my elbow.
03 | uhhhhhh.
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | me talk.
02 | senses fail.
03 | music.
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | who am i to tell you what you can and cannot listen to???
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | dude.
02 | haha.
03 | fuck.
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | bagels.
02 | french fries.
03 | you?
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | to be cool.
02 | guitar...well i kinda know how to play...but i wanna be better.
03 | how to make people happy.
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water.
02 | coffee.
03 | beer.
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | seaseme street.
02 | the smurfs.
03 | alvin and the chipmunks!
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DESCRIBE YOUR...
[ x ] Wallet - i really dont have money to put in a wallet...but if i have money i just put it in my pocket.
[ x ] Hairbrush - dont have one.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - a braclet...made out of string.
[ x ] Pillow cover - dark blue.
[ x ] Coffee Cup - whatever one i grab.
[ x ] Sunglasses - dont have a pair.
[ x ] Underwear - they have numbers all over them.
[ x ] Favorite shirt - my plain black or plain orange one...but the orange one just got stained and the black one ripped...so i really dont have a favorite one.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - i don't know.
[ x ] CD - no CD.
[ x ] Tattoos - soon maybe.
[ x ] Piercings - soon i hope.
[ x ] In my head - food?
[ x ] Wishing - everything will be good!
[ x ] After this - going to middletown with danielle.
[ x ] Fetishes - nah.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - duh, kelly or my mom...she's in las vegas tryin' to get rich.
[ x ] Is next to you - my coffee.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - grind, out cold, ummmm i don't know...bowling for columbine.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - being happy with kelly?
[ x ] The last thing you ate - freakin' some pasta with sauce.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - ummm...really not sure...snakes scare me.
[ x ] Do you like candles - yeah.
[ x ] Do you like incense - incenses rule~
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - whos blood?...haha of course i am a vampire.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - or course...i'm in it!
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - i suppose.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - not sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - haha, no.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - uhhhhh would it be bad if i said no?
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - get it buried.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - dont really have one.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - some sort of monkey...like a little one.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - i've gone a day without sleeping so probably 10 or 11 the NEXT night.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - sometimes.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - a quarter.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals - penguins, kangaroos, monkeys, and beavers.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - the way i feel
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - everything that i don't understand.
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - derek william haas!! |
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[May. 14th, 2004|07:00 am] |
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surrrrrrrrrre.
PAST
-first grade teacher's name: mrs. rowan
-last word you said: 'pretty'
-last song you sang: the early november- pretty, pretty
-last thing you laughed at: ummm...like really laughed??...with danielle yesterday.
-last time you cried: last night.
PRESENT
-what's in your cd player: a mix...i only listen to CDs when i got to bed...other than that it is from my computer.
-what color socks are you wearing: ones gray and one is black with gray heels.
-what's under your bed: nothing...my bed is like 6 mattresses stacked.
-what time did you wake up today: fucking 5:17
FUTURE
-what is your career going to be: who knows.
-where are you going to live: who knows.
-how many kids do you want: who knows.
-what kind of car will you drive: hopefully a coooooool car...like a volvo or a saab.
CURRENT
-current hair: short..i just cut it yesterday...well danielle did...well she tried, her mom fixed it.
-current clothes: orange t-shirt with a hoodie over that...and shorts..i wore this to bed....minus the hoodie.
-current jewelry: none.
-current annoyance: being up so early.
-current smell: the amazing smell of my coffee that is sitting right next to me.
-current longing: i don't know.
-current desktop picture: me, DEREK, and jigga man.
-current favorite band: whatever the mood is.
-current book: book?..whats a book?
-current worry: screwing things up...i hope i dont.
-current hate: hate such a strong word...haha...i hate a lot of things.
-story behind your username: ahh just a lyric...spelled a littlw wrong.
-current favorite article of clothing: my ripped jeans.
-favorite physical feature on a girl/boy: LIPS!!
-one person you wish was here right now: derek.
-current mood: ummm...i am not sure...i think it is too early to determine.
-current taste: coffee!
-current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping.
-current DVD In Player: i don't know
-i am happiest when: i'm with my friends or kel.
-i feel lonely when: i am alone.
-do you think too much: yeah i think a lot.
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: probably in a beach house in cali...or somewhere nice.
-do you have any regrets: i shouldn't regret anything...but yes i have some.
-sex or love: sex?...whats sex?...yeah i'm in love.
-favorite coffee: uhhhh...all kinds!!!
-favorite smell: vagina...whoops..i mean pretty smelling girls.
-favorite way to waste time: sit on this thing.
-what is your best quality: i have no clue...people tell me i have nice hands...whatever that means. |
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[May. 14th, 2004|06:24 am] |
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| | bob marley- no women no cry | ] |
so yeah...its 6:30 in the morning on a friday...and i am not going to school today...i had to wake up so early cause i stayed at kel's last night and she had to go to honor day...so i came home for a bit...i just made a fresh pot of coffee..AMAZING...i plan on going to middletown with dani in a bit for a while...go thrifting maybe hit up alto...who knows...yeah so the last two nights have been ok..with kel ::dance::...i love it when we are getting along and what not...it is a good thing...for me and her...and for someother people too...cause they don't have to listen to me whine about how things aren't going good...
so i am kinda happy right now...not kinda...i am, but there is some down part of all of this...but nothing too major.
so i love this girl?...yes, i love this girl a lot!...and it feels amazing to be loved back...and i don't want to do anything that will mess it up...NOTHING...i mean nothing.
well...time for another cup of coffee..and maybe going to sit on the porch and just sit.
bye
-ty- |
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[May. 9th, 2004|01:29 pm] |
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| | the way you love me. | ] |
sure.
well friday night was ok...kinda boring...saturday was kinda weird...i ate at the rockland house with the fam..then me and lance left so we could go out...so we went up to the trailor and waited for danielle to pick us up...she didn't pick us up till about 10 then..we went to my house to get a camera and my guitar...and i had to call my mom...anyways...danielle was tuning my guitar and she broke a string...so she re-stringed it and then right after that she broke another..she cut herself trying to put the 2nd one on so she said fuck it..haha...so no guitar...so we had to bring lance home cause lance's dad was being a dick..so we brought him home..then we went up to haas'...which was kinda boring...so i left at like 12...drove around and took pics with dani for a bit...then came home at like 12:30...sat on this thing for a bit...and then talked on the phone with kel till about 2..then went to bed.
i wore basketball shorts last night when i got home with NO boxers or anything..and i am still wearing them with nothing under them...and it totally rocks...i feel soooooo free...haha...yeah.
well i gotta go laterrrrr.
-ty- |
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[May. 6th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | the early november-pretty, pretty. | ] |
yeah i found another quiz...haha and i am bored...read it fuckers..and comment.
-my name is: Tyler.
-nicknames: Ty?
-sex: male i thinkg...hold on...let me check...yep...male!
-birthday: December 5th
-color: orange
-star sign: i don't know?
-chinese sign: i think i am a monkey
-place of birth: NY
-current residence: Roscoe, NY
-hair color: i don't know...dirty blonde?
-eye color: hazal
-height: 5 foot something.
-writing hand: Right
-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-
-do you bite your nails: no
-can you roll your tongue: no
-can you blow smoke rings: sure can.
-can you blow spit bubbles: fucking yeah.
-can you cross your eyes: yea.
-tattoos and where: not yet.
-what’s sexiest on a guy: haha...how bout nothing.
-what’s sexiest on a girl: lips.
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
-what utensils do you use eating pizza: hands...unless really hot.
-do you cook: i am a master chef...ask kel!
-GROOMING-
-how often do you brush your teeth: usually before school and before bed...and sometimes before i go out or do something.
-do you shower/bathe: sometimes.
-how long do these showers last: 15 minutes...unless i have time then i just let the water run on me forever.
-hair drying method: towel.
-do you swear: fuck.
-do you pee in the shower: no...i pee before i get in.
-what color is your bedroom: wood.
-do you use an alarm clock: no
-name four things or people you're obsessed with: kelly, computer, sleep and food.
-What’s your sleeping position: depends on my mood or how hot or cold it is.
-in hot weather do you use a blanket: sometimes...with a fan blowing on me.
-do you sleepwalk: i dont know.
-do you talk in your sleep: people tell me i do...i believe it.
-how about the light on: no...unless i pass out.
-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-
had sex: a long time?
watched bambi: when i was a little tike.
cried: last night?
talked on the phone: 5 minutes ago.
read a book: i haven't really read a whole book since like the 5th grade.
-MUSIC-
is music important to you: most definately...music is life.
do you sing: i try.
what instruments do you play: guitar.
what do you think of Eminem: wangster
-DO YOU LIKE-
pop music: no
rock music: ehhh some, maybe.
punk music: yeah.
rap music: not really.
hip-hop/RB: no.
country: sometimes.
classical: nah.
new age- eh.
hardcore: fucking right.
indie rock: of course.
emo: most definately.
-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
What do you notice first? lips.
Do you have a crush on anyone? kel?
Easiest to talk to: kel or danielle.
-DO YOU/ARE YOU-
Could you live without the computer?: fucking no.
What’s your favorite fruit? raspberries, strawberries, or kiwi
What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?: both.
Trust others way too easily?: i try not to.
-NUMBER-
Of times you have had your heart broken? uhhh...not sure.
Of hearts you have broken? god...i have no clue
Of girls kissed? uhh...a couple...maybe a lot.
Of boys kissed? hah one?
Of drugs taken illegally? a lot.
Of tight friends? 2 maybe 3.
Of CD's owned? not to many...computer is where its at.
Of scars on my body? 3.
-OTHER THINGS-
I know: everything...haha i dont know.
I want: a couple things.
I have: a couple things.
I wish: i had the things i wanted.
I hate: most people.
I fear: snakes and clowns.
I hear: music.
I ache: heartache.
I care: about people that care about me.
I always: am eating.
I dance: when im happy.
I cry: when i am sad.
I write: my emotions.
I confuse: a lot of people.
I can usually be found: can never find me..i am sneaky.
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: maybe?
-ARE YOU A...-
Wuss: nah.
Gang member: nope
Daydreamer: yea.
Alcoholic: some people tell me i am.
Freak: yes.
Brat: sometimes.
Sarcastic: all the time.
Angel: hah.
Evil: yes.
Friend: to some people.
Shy: sometimes.
Adventurous: yea.
Intelligent: maybe?
-SELF ANALYSIS YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO DO-
Your best feature [personality]: nah.
Most annoying thing you do: i don't know.
Biggest mistake you've made this far: lying.
Describe your personality in one word: crazy.
A smell that makes you smile: no smell...
A city you'd like to visit: umm...i don't know.
A drink you order most often: orange soda?
The music you prefer while alone: whatever the mood is.
A TV show you watch regularly: the OC.
You live in: a house.
-ty- |
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